My Thoth card is the Nine of Swords. The Nine of
Swords (Mars, action, spontaneity, aggression, in Gemini, “I think,” curious,
talkative, social, dual) represents brooding and worrying, usually self-caused,
and usually unproductive. Crowley
calls this card “Cruelty,” and usually it is self-imposed. This is about desolation and the sense
that no one can help us or understand us; however, even the darkest night is
followed by dawn.
My Legacy card is The Star reversed, flavored by the Three of
Swords. Eeep! The Star (Air, hot/separates and
wet/adapts; Aquarius; Qof, back of head; the Path between Malkuth, the physical
world of action and outer, physical reality, and Netzach, the stimulating
factors of emotion and inspiration) is the “good will to all” card. Upright, it is about optimism and
faith, but since my Star is reversed, I may have trouble seeing things in a
positive way today. The Three of Swords (Saturn, discipline, responsibility,
limitations and resistance, in Libra, “We are,” partnerships, balance,
cooperation) usually indicates the possibility that logic, rationalizing and
the intellect could end up causing harm if they are not used with balance and
compassion. I don’t like this
card, but since it is a Swords card, it is about the perceptions I create. Events may seem hopeless, but if I
allow my own mind to create bad scenarios, or if I allow the perceptions of
others to bring me down, then I might create the very event I am fearing.
My 6-digit date number is 5, the number of movement that gets rid
of stagnation.
My horoscopes: “Take a break from your steady
climb today and have a look at the world around you, Sagittarius. Enjoy a night
out with friends and take an active role in the conversation. You'll find that
the more socializing you do, the more you'll be able to release some of the tension
that you might not even realize you have. Get the energy moving again. Take an
active role in keeping up with the beat.”
And: “You may find your brain buzzing
like a beehive today. This is good. There is a great deal of information that
you need to process at this time. Have you been thinking about buying some new
electronic equipment or small appliances for your home? Now is a great time to
do a bit of research on this project before you go out and lay down your credit
card. Use this day to gather facts.”
My Shadowscapes Insight is regarding the Knight of Swords. This Knight is the one who always jumps
right in so he can defend his beliefs.
He depends on his mind (which is sharp as a sword) instead of his heart
when he makes decisions, and he can be a bit domineering, but he makes an
impressive leader. That sword has
two edges though, so he needs to be aware of his tendency to control.
Yesterday’s cards: Ace of Cups reversed/Six of Swords reversed. The Ace of Cups (Libra, “We
are,” partnerships, balance, cooperation, Scorpio, “I desire,” intense, deep,
mysterious, obsessive, Sagittarius, “I seek,” philosophic, fun-loving,
adventurous, blundering) in
an upright position tells of the potentials available to me for experiencing
deep emotions, a connection to my Inner Voice, compassion for myself or others,
attunements and connections. My
Ace is reversed, so perhaps an inner focus will not work well for me; might be
too easy for me to end up in a bad place.
The Six of Swords (Mercury, reason, intelligence, education,
communication, in Aquarius, “I know,” friendships, the group, cause oriented)
is about balance, healing, moving towards a better place, and even about
learning the science behind things that work (because understanding why they
work makes them more effective). Because
my Six is reversed, I am being told that the workings of my mind may not work
so well today either. I may need
to second-guess any bad feelings I have and I should make certain that I don’t
take anything too personally.
My Thoth card is the Five of Cups. The Five of Cups (Mars, action, aggression, drive, in Scorpio, “I
desire,” intense, controlling, mysterious, obsessive) tells of an emotional
setback or a lack of support. “Disappointment” is Crowley’s keyword, and it works. Stirring up the calm waters of the Four
of Cups can at least temporarily dredge up some sludge; better to give the
waters a bit of time to clear before looking into them.
My Legacy card is the Knight of Cups reversed, flavored by the
Nine of Coins reversed. Knight
of Cups (cusp of Aquarius, “I know,” friendships, the group, cause-oriented,
and Pisces, “I believe,” feelings, duality, suffering, soul growth) is about
feeling things strongly and about dreaming, and about the imagination. But my Knight is reversed today, fitting
with today’s theme of uncomfortable and perhaps unjustified emotions. The Nine
of Coins (Venus, beauty, allure, relationships, in Virgo, “I serve,” practical,
analytical, work and service oriented) tells of accomplishment through the
imposition of discipline. My Nine
is reversed, and flavoring my Knight of Cups, and I think I am being told that
a good, grounded focus may very well help this mental/emotional imbalance.
My Pearls of Wisdom Full Moon card is The Moon reversed. LOL, cute; reversed Moon for Full Moon.
The Moon corresponds with
Water (cold/binds and wet/adapts, emotional and sensitive energy that strives
to stay the same), Pisces (“I believe,” feeling, suffering, soul growth,
duality), Qof (the back of the head), and the Path between Malkuth (the
physical world of action and physical, outer reality) and Netzach (the
stimulating factors of emotion and inspiration), and talks about the
imagination, perception, and fear of the unknown. Imagination can be helpful and it can be harmful, and oh
boy, looks like for the next couple of weeks I am going to need to be veeeery
careful about my feelings and the workings of my mind.
My Shadowscapes Insight is regarding the Nine of Pentacles. Hmmmm . . . this card has been showing up
a lot lately, both upright and reversed.
The Nine of Pentacles is about being attuned to the world of Nature, and
it is about taking that attunement and bringing it to a higher place. There are all kinds of opportunities to
enjoy the natural beauty around us, and to feed our senses. This card reminds us to make use of our
senses and our solitude in a more refined manner.
My cards seem to be indicating either an emotional imbalance or a
mental imbalance, or both. I am
doing my best to stay happy, to keep active, and to not eat or drink too much.
Fireworks tonight, if it does not rain. Happy Fourth of July!!
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