King of Cups reversed/Two of Wands. Today may not be a day filled with peace and diplomacy for I may not connect well with or perceive accurately the emotions and feelings of others. I need to keep this in mind, for one thing I am connecting with today is my own Will. I will want to be in the driver’s seat, and I need to be careful that I don’t run someone else off the road. Planning ahead may help bank the fires of my Will.
My Thoth card for today is the Five of Pentacles. This card represents worrying, and Crowley describes it as being similar to a dog “worrying” sheep. The stability of the Four of this suit is being upset, and in typical Earth fashion, we are attempting to prevent the change. Sooner or later the pressure will be too much and there will be an explosion of change, but often the anticipation of what will happen is worse than the actual event.
I am amazed at how easy it is for me to sense the masculine energies of this time of year. We are approaching the last fertility Sabbat, and oh boy is there a static buildup happening all around me! Normally when I say my morning chant as I look out the window, I feel the presence of the Goddess and I see the interactions of Nature. This is a soft, nurturing kind of feeling, with some masculine energies but more of the feminine. But now, everything around me seems to be nearly bursting with new potential, straining against the boundaries of last year’s growth, and I can actually feel the gentle but persistent pressure of all of this energy on my skin!
The cross-quarter Sabbats are known as the Greater Sabbats because they happen at the peak of the energies of the season. The Lesser Sabbats, which happen at the times of solar events rather than the halfway point between them, happen at the changeover time, and thus the energies are less dynamic (in order for the changeover to happen). I have always understood the difference in my mind, but this year I am feeling the difference with every fiber of my being. I have one word to say: waaahoooo!
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
Okay, I have been a bad girl since Friday, but with excuses. We are finishing up our usual big projects for March and April at work, and my weekend was incredibly busy. So, I will post a roundup of my Tarot card pulls and of my weekend.
First, my Tarot cards:
Friday’s cards were Temperance/Nine of Wands. Temperance tells of the modification or strengthening of a concept by the addition of something new. I am being told that there may very well be difficulties, but I have within me what it takes to solve those difficulties, and to move forward to a better place because I have solved the difficulties. Often, change *is* stability, and these cards seem to be validating that concept.
My Thoth card for Friday was The World reversed. This card has a specific message, according to Crowley; it is “Treat time and all conditions of Event as Servants of thy Will, appointed to present the Universe to thee in the form of thy Plan.” I am being told that things are not as clear as they are going to get, and all that is presented within this cycle is at my disposal, for my use, even though I am not getting this. I am not making efficient use of my resources and I am not perceiving the instructions for their application.
I pulled one set of cards for the entire weekend because I knew that I would not have much time. I pulled the Two of Pentacles reversed/The High Priestess reversed. I am being told that the weekend will not hold balance for me, and it seems that my focus will not be inward towards the unknown. I could not quite understand what these cards were telling me, but in hindsight, I find that the messages of this card pair are true. My weekend was made up of a string of experiences within the physical world, enjoying physical manifestations. There were only a few moments when I was able to balance the spiritual with the physical; they were there, but the physical effects were so “in my face” that I was mostly distracted from them.
My Thoth card for the weekend was Death reversed. Ah; interesting card. Crowley tells us that we should die daily, and he tells us that this card presents apparent death, but this interpretation of the presence of the energies of death is actually an illusion. Does this card in a reversed orientation mean that I am seeing through this illusion?
Today’s cards are Seven of Swords/Ten of Swords. Today could be a day of dealing with dishonesty, guile and trickery, probably perpetrated by an individual who does this diabolical work in secrecy. I am being told that the only way these efforts can harm me is if I admit defeat and allow them to affect me.
My Thoth card for today is the Princess of Cups. Perhaps this card is offering a possible response to my Swords cards today, for the Princess of Cups tells of the presence of the potential of all that is feminine and good within me and my circumstances. Yes, this pure feminine essence is subject to the effects of other energies, but it is there, all the same, waiting to be tapped into.
My weekend was incredibly wonderful. My drive down to Cape May was uneventful, and the sunset was incredibly beautiful. Sharon and her family did not arrive until very late, and we ended up staying up to talk once we got the kids settled and asleep, probably much longer than we should have. Saturday morning we headed down to the beach and walked for about two hours, letting the kids run on ahead of us as the beach was pretty empty. Lots of dolphins, though, and a pair of osprey, fishing diligently (maybe for babies??). We went back to the house for lunch, and I saw my first monarch butterfly, heading North! We then went to Sunset Beach and walked again on the sand. We finished up by taking the kids to a great rock store right there on the beach. LOL, this guy has boxes of rocks out in the back of the shop, and the kids loved sifting through them.
Sunday was more of the same. Beautiful weather, and long walks on the beach, dolphins and osprey. By last night, my calves were killing me because walking on sand uses different muscles, and I was pretty crisped from the sun. But oh, was it worth the pain I have today!! I feel rested and relaxed.
I put in some herbs: basil, dill and pineapple mint. No chamomile yet, but my eyes are pealed for it. My rosemary is doing well, and my garlic chives are incredible this year. And my wisteria!! Oh my, there are going to be a whole bunch of flowers!! It looks like the peak bloom will be during the week; I am crossing my fingers that there will still be blooms on the vines by the weekend.
During my Dark Moon Esbat on Thursday night I had an interesting experience. I usually perform some kind of meditation or divination during my time of focusing on ebbing and darkness, and this time I was drawn to work with my Shadow Self. I set up my clear calcite gazing sphere in the middle of my altar, and at the appropriate point in my ritual I began my meditation. Now I work with this sphere often, but mostly I see a shape within it which acts as a catalyst for a meditation, which happens with my eyes closed. This was the first time that I had a different and much more powerful experience. My eyes were drawn to a small shadow within the sphere. That shadow began to morph as I watched it; it became longer, and then it grew legs and antennae, becoming an insect. A creepy-crawly insect. One that you would find under rocks or in the corners of a damp basement. One of the few unexplored fears I have left are insects such as these, and that shadow became first an earwig (*shudder*), and then another insect with antennae like fern fronds, and then another with long legs and a long body, and then another insect which I have never seen in real life and I assume is a representation of my Shadow. I felt the hairs on my neck stand up and the muscles in my gut clench. Then, as I stared at the shadow in the sphere, hypnotized, I felt something crawling across the back of my right hand, going from the outside of my hand toward my thumb, from right to left. I forced myself to stay still and to keep my eyes on that spot in the sphere, even though my first instinct was to shake my hand, or at least to look at my hand to see what horror was crawling across it. I am proud to say that I did not look, even when I felt something crawling on the back of my left hand as well. I can see clearly what my next challenge is going to be!
I had a wonderful night’s sleep (despite that meditation), and I am filled with energy today. I promised a Tarot reading to someone, and I will be doing that tonight. All that sunshine and ocean air have me alert and enthusiastic, even of most of that enthusiasm is manifesting within my physical world.
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First, my Tarot cards:
Friday’s cards were Temperance/Nine of Wands. Temperance tells of the modification or strengthening of a concept by the addition of something new. I am being told that there may very well be difficulties, but I have within me what it takes to solve those difficulties, and to move forward to a better place because I have solved the difficulties. Often, change *is* stability, and these cards seem to be validating that concept.
My Thoth card for Friday was The World reversed. This card has a specific message, according to Crowley; it is “Treat time and all conditions of Event as Servants of thy Will, appointed to present the Universe to thee in the form of thy Plan.” I am being told that things are not as clear as they are going to get, and all that is presented within this cycle is at my disposal, for my use, even though I am not getting this. I am not making efficient use of my resources and I am not perceiving the instructions for their application.
I pulled one set of cards for the entire weekend because I knew that I would not have much time. I pulled the Two of Pentacles reversed/The High Priestess reversed. I am being told that the weekend will not hold balance for me, and it seems that my focus will not be inward towards the unknown. I could not quite understand what these cards were telling me, but in hindsight, I find that the messages of this card pair are true. My weekend was made up of a string of experiences within the physical world, enjoying physical manifestations. There were only a few moments when I was able to balance the spiritual with the physical; they were there, but the physical effects were so “in my face” that I was mostly distracted from them.
My Thoth card for the weekend was Death reversed. Ah; interesting card. Crowley tells us that we should die daily, and he tells us that this card presents apparent death, but this interpretation of the presence of the energies of death is actually an illusion. Does this card in a reversed orientation mean that I am seeing through this illusion?
Today’s cards are Seven of Swords/Ten of Swords. Today could be a day of dealing with dishonesty, guile and trickery, probably perpetrated by an individual who does this diabolical work in secrecy. I am being told that the only way these efforts can harm me is if I admit defeat and allow them to affect me.
My Thoth card for today is the Princess of Cups. Perhaps this card is offering a possible response to my Swords cards today, for the Princess of Cups tells of the presence of the potential of all that is feminine and good within me and my circumstances. Yes, this pure feminine essence is subject to the effects of other energies, but it is there, all the same, waiting to be tapped into.
My weekend was incredibly wonderful. My drive down to Cape May was uneventful, and the sunset was incredibly beautiful. Sharon and her family did not arrive until very late, and we ended up staying up to talk once we got the kids settled and asleep, probably much longer than we should have. Saturday morning we headed down to the beach and walked for about two hours, letting the kids run on ahead of us as the beach was pretty empty. Lots of dolphins, though, and a pair of osprey, fishing diligently (maybe for babies??). We went back to the house for lunch, and I saw my first monarch butterfly, heading North! We then went to Sunset Beach and walked again on the sand. We finished up by taking the kids to a great rock store right there on the beach. LOL, this guy has boxes of rocks out in the back of the shop, and the kids loved sifting through them.
Sunday was more of the same. Beautiful weather, and long walks on the beach, dolphins and osprey. By last night, my calves were killing me because walking on sand uses different muscles, and I was pretty crisped from the sun. But oh, was it worth the pain I have today!! I feel rested and relaxed.
I put in some herbs: basil, dill and pineapple mint. No chamomile yet, but my eyes are pealed for it. My rosemary is doing well, and my garlic chives are incredible this year. And my wisteria!! Oh my, there are going to be a whole bunch of flowers!! It looks like the peak bloom will be during the week; I am crossing my fingers that there will still be blooms on the vines by the weekend.
During my Dark Moon Esbat on Thursday night I had an interesting experience. I usually perform some kind of meditation or divination during my time of focusing on ebbing and darkness, and this time I was drawn to work with my Shadow Self. I set up my clear calcite gazing sphere in the middle of my altar, and at the appropriate point in my ritual I began my meditation. Now I work with this sphere often, but mostly I see a shape within it which acts as a catalyst for a meditation, which happens with my eyes closed. This was the first time that I had a different and much more powerful experience. My eyes were drawn to a small shadow within the sphere. That shadow began to morph as I watched it; it became longer, and then it grew legs and antennae, becoming an insect. A creepy-crawly insect. One that you would find under rocks or in the corners of a damp basement. One of the few unexplored fears I have left are insects such as these, and that shadow became first an earwig (*shudder*), and then another insect with antennae like fern fronds, and then another with long legs and a long body, and then another insect which I have never seen in real life and I assume is a representation of my Shadow. I felt the hairs on my neck stand up and the muscles in my gut clench. Then, as I stared at the shadow in the sphere, hypnotized, I felt something crawling across the back of my right hand, going from the outside of my hand toward my thumb, from right to left. I forced myself to stay still and to keep my eyes on that spot in the sphere, even though my first instinct was to shake my hand, or at least to look at my hand to see what horror was crawling across it. I am proud to say that I did not look, even when I felt something crawling on the back of my left hand as well. I can see clearly what my next challenge is going to be!
I had a wonderful night’s sleep (despite that meditation), and I am filled with energy today. I promised a Tarot reading to someone, and I will be doing that tonight. All that sunshine and ocean air have me alert and enthusiastic, even of most of that enthusiasm is manifesting within my physical world.
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Queen of Pentacles reversed/Five of Pentacles. My focus will not be on family today, but rather on the things that I don’t have but need, or maybe the things that I believe I don’t have or think that I need. I may find that I am counting my pennies today, and this lack of funds may get me down. I need to remind myself that I can’t get too focused on money, for much of what I value cannot be bought by any coin.
My Thoth card for today is the Nine of Cups. Crowley calls this card “Happiness” but in reality we should think of it as being “sated.” This Nine tells of the perception of having all that is needed, and particularly tells of the knowledge that much of what has been gained has come to us through luck. Icing on the cake!! Like The Sun of the Major Arcana, I should enjoy this time of fullness, for if it is allowed to remain too long, it transforms into putrefaction.
They banded the three eaglets today. I did not catch them taking the eaglets out of the nest, but I watched them put the birds back. They have gotten so big! The oldest has feathers, half out of their casings, on its wings and tail, and is standing up on his feet, rather than leaning on the backs of his legs, and is already regularly flapping his wings. The other two have visible pinfeathers on their wings and tails. I was surprised at how docile the chicks were when they were placed back into the nest; the three of them just sat there calmly, watching the two men who brought them back up to the nest. Blood samples and a feather were taken from each as well as the bands being placed on them, so hopefully we will be hearing the gender of the birds.
I organized all of my jewelry making stuff. I have five large faceted stones, about 15 cabochons of varying sizes, and about 30 usable pieces of beach glass. I found some great instructions online for a nice wrapped pendant, I have tools, and my samples of wire. LOL, I put it all in a Godiva Chocolate shopping bag, to pick up on the sympathetic energies.
I can’t believe how busy I have been since before Easter. Every night something else unexpected crops up, and I owe phone calls and emails all over the place! But we will be filing the last big document at work by the end of this week, and maybe things will slow down a bit.
Sharon and her family will be coming to Cape May this weekend, so we should be doing a lot of hiking and beach combing. I can’t wait to see if any of the seeds have started to sprout, and I think there are going to be a bunch of flowers on the wisteria. And boy, is it gonna be a good weekend, weather wise!!! Beach, here I come!!
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My Thoth card for today is the Nine of Cups. Crowley calls this card “Happiness” but in reality we should think of it as being “sated.” This Nine tells of the perception of having all that is needed, and particularly tells of the knowledge that much of what has been gained has come to us through luck. Icing on the cake!! Like The Sun of the Major Arcana, I should enjoy this time of fullness, for if it is allowed to remain too long, it transforms into putrefaction.
They banded the three eaglets today. I did not catch them taking the eaglets out of the nest, but I watched them put the birds back. They have gotten so big! The oldest has feathers, half out of their casings, on its wings and tail, and is standing up on his feet, rather than leaning on the backs of his legs, and is already regularly flapping his wings. The other two have visible pinfeathers on their wings and tails. I was surprised at how docile the chicks were when they were placed back into the nest; the three of them just sat there calmly, watching the two men who brought them back up to the nest. Blood samples and a feather were taken from each as well as the bands being placed on them, so hopefully we will be hearing the gender of the birds.
I organized all of my jewelry making stuff. I have five large faceted stones, about 15 cabochons of varying sizes, and about 30 usable pieces of beach glass. I found some great instructions online for a nice wrapped pendant, I have tools, and my samples of wire. LOL, I put it all in a Godiva Chocolate shopping bag, to pick up on the sympathetic energies.
I can’t believe how busy I have been since before Easter. Every night something else unexpected crops up, and I owe phone calls and emails all over the place! But we will be filing the last big document at work by the end of this week, and maybe things will slow down a bit.
Sharon and her family will be coming to Cape May this weekend, so we should be doing a lot of hiking and beach combing. I can’t wait to see if any of the seeds have started to sprout, and I think there are going to be a bunch of flowers on the wisteria. And boy, is it gonna be a good weekend, weather wise!!! Beach, here I come!!
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Friday, April 17, 2009
The Horned One/Page of Cups. What’s this? No Swords?? I am being told today that there is the potential for some part of my shadow to control me, perhaps in a way that will have negative consequences. The best way to counter this possibility is to believe in myself, to believe in my ability to direct my future, ant most importantly, to accept that there will always be a Shadow cast when there is light. I cannot be a healthy and harmonious person unless I understand and accept the validity of my Shadow. My Page of Cups is telling me that I should counteract this Shadow, this pessimistic part of myself who doubts, by allowing my emotions and my intuition to bloom and prosper.
My Thoth card for today is the Princess of Disks. What a lovely card, and a great companion to that Page of Cups! To Crowley, this card, which is Earth of Earth, tells of the purest of the character traits of Woman: generosity, compassion, kindness, diligence, perseverance and the ability to nurture. There may be other effects or influences that may prevent these traits from manifesting, but even so, they are there, being stored within me, just waiting for the opportunity to “become.”
What a beautiful day!!! It is warm, the sun is shining, and the tulip magnolias, azaleas and the white and pink cherry trees are blooming. Of course, I have a killer sinus headache, but I refuse to allow it to affect my day. I am hoping to stop at my sister-in-law’s tonight before leaving for Cape May, and pick up some black eyed susans and ferns to be planted in my garden. Tomorrow is supposed to be even nicer than today! Wahooooo!!!
Since the Equinox, I have felt the masculine energies of the God growing more intense. Beltane is nearly upon us, and the sacred male and sacred female, the energies of fertility and the catalyst that allows the potential of that fertility to manifest, are building static charges that are intense enough to create a tension within me. A good tension. A sense of expectation, too, for sooner or later those two static charges will release. And that release will bring an even bigger “Wahooooo”! Sacred sex is a wonderful thing!!
I work with specific deities. I have come to know their individual personalities because of the relationships that I have in place with them. Sometimes I mention them by name and focus on their specific correspondences and personalities, and yet at other times I connect with the basic feminine and masculine of Goddess and God. By “feminine” and “masculine” I mean the energetic correspondences and the specific effects of the energies, not the genders. At this time of the year, as the third fertility Sabbat is nearly upon us, I can feel this basic energy as a sort of “pressure” or background vibration, always there.
To me, there is some form of primordial “connector energy” (for lack of a better descriptive term) in place as far as Deity is concerned. I think many specific Gods and Goddesses could very well be thought forms, ancient thought forms that have ended up with complex personalities because they have been “fed” by us over the time of humanity’s existence. Yes, they are constructed from that “primordial connector” that is Deity, but they have been given personalities in part by and through our expectations. Archetypal expectations that are imposed by our subconscious maybe, but to me no matter how much humanity’s expectations have shaped the different individuals within the different pantheons, there is still “something more” within each construct which is an individual God or Goddess that makes each of them . . . well . . . Gods and Goddesses. I am assuming here, but I think that many of us would not belong to a religion if we thought otherwise.
I don’t think that as humans we will be able to ever completely understand Deity, but that does not mean that we don’t try. I view Deity as an entity or entities that appear to me in a form that I can connect with and understand (even if they must lower themselves in order to do this), but surely each Deity must be receiving something in return. There is a connection here, some specific need that is being responded to on both parts, both God/ess and worshipper. The joy of connection that I feel, and the pleasure of experiencing that intense vibrancy and vibration of love, Will and my life force within me, are all present in my aura and being sent back to Goddess, and back to God, in the form of an exchange that has a fertility of its own.
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My Thoth card for today is the Princess of Disks. What a lovely card, and a great companion to that Page of Cups! To Crowley, this card, which is Earth of Earth, tells of the purest of the character traits of Woman: generosity, compassion, kindness, diligence, perseverance and the ability to nurture. There may be other effects or influences that may prevent these traits from manifesting, but even so, they are there, being stored within me, just waiting for the opportunity to “become.”
What a beautiful day!!! It is warm, the sun is shining, and the tulip magnolias, azaleas and the white and pink cherry trees are blooming. Of course, I have a killer sinus headache, but I refuse to allow it to affect my day. I am hoping to stop at my sister-in-law’s tonight before leaving for Cape May, and pick up some black eyed susans and ferns to be planted in my garden. Tomorrow is supposed to be even nicer than today! Wahooooo!!!
Since the Equinox, I have felt the masculine energies of the God growing more intense. Beltane is nearly upon us, and the sacred male and sacred female, the energies of fertility and the catalyst that allows the potential of that fertility to manifest, are building static charges that are intense enough to create a tension within me. A good tension. A sense of expectation, too, for sooner or later those two static charges will release. And that release will bring an even bigger “Wahooooo”! Sacred sex is a wonderful thing!!
I work with specific deities. I have come to know their individual personalities because of the relationships that I have in place with them. Sometimes I mention them by name and focus on their specific correspondences and personalities, and yet at other times I connect with the basic feminine and masculine of Goddess and God. By “feminine” and “masculine” I mean the energetic correspondences and the specific effects of the energies, not the genders. At this time of the year, as the third fertility Sabbat is nearly upon us, I can feel this basic energy as a sort of “pressure” or background vibration, always there.
To me, there is some form of primordial “connector energy” (for lack of a better descriptive term) in place as far as Deity is concerned. I think many specific Gods and Goddesses could very well be thought forms, ancient thought forms that have ended up with complex personalities because they have been “fed” by us over the time of humanity’s existence. Yes, they are constructed from that “primordial connector” that is Deity, but they have been given personalities in part by and through our expectations. Archetypal expectations that are imposed by our subconscious maybe, but to me no matter how much humanity’s expectations have shaped the different individuals within the different pantheons, there is still “something more” within each construct which is an individual God or Goddess that makes each of them . . . well . . . Gods and Goddesses. I am assuming here, but I think that many of us would not belong to a religion if we thought otherwise.
I don’t think that as humans we will be able to ever completely understand Deity, but that does not mean that we don’t try. I view Deity as an entity or entities that appear to me in a form that I can connect with and understand (even if they must lower themselves in order to do this), but surely each Deity must be receiving something in return. There is a connection here, some specific need that is being responded to on both parts, both God/ess and worshipper. The joy of connection that I feel, and the pleasure of experiencing that intense vibrancy and vibration of love, Will and my life force within me, are all present in my aura and being sent back to Goddess, and back to God, in the form of an exchange that has a fertility of its own.
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Thursday, April 16, 2009
Judgement reversed/Five of Swords reversed. LOL, my daily Swords card. Interestingly enough, Judgement follows The Sun in the Major Arcana, and because it is reversed, I am being told that it is not yet time to begin the next cycle. I should still be looking at the trophies I gained through the past conflicts and I should not allow myself to loose the sense of victory that I experienced when I achieved them. I am not yet ready to wipe the slate clean, and apparently there are still things to learn and opportunities to grow that can be found within my recent experiences.
My Thoth card for today is the Ace of Wands!! This card is seen as the very beginning of the creative spark, Divine matter that has not yet become Will. The flames on this card are arranged in the pattern of the Sephiroth of the Tree of Life; I think I am being told that before the creative spark can ignite the flames of creation, I must think about my world view and how it affects me, and how it affects my hopes and dreams.
I am filled with new energy today; my lazy day is over! I used the money I made from selling the larimar bracelet to buy some faceted stones on auction, and they should be arriving soon. The time is now, and this weekend I will finally have time to play. I am reading up on wiring instructions, getting myself familiar with the processes involved, and hopefully by this time next week I will have decided what gages of wire will work.
I am feeling the need to revisit the Major Arcana cards. I have been working with the Minors for the past several weeks within the Tarot Class I co-teach, and after updating my keyword list to reflect the new shades of meanings that I have discovered, I will begin thinking about archetypes. I am seriously considering putting my name out there on a website or two to perform readings professionally, and I am seriously considering putting my name out there this Summer in Cape May to do “reading parties” in town.
*rubs hands together brusquely* Allrightie then, I have my work cut out for me.
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My Thoth card for today is the Ace of Wands!! This card is seen as the very beginning of the creative spark, Divine matter that has not yet become Will. The flames on this card are arranged in the pattern of the Sephiroth of the Tree of Life; I think I am being told that before the creative spark can ignite the flames of creation, I must think about my world view and how it affects me, and how it affects my hopes and dreams.
I am filled with new energy today; my lazy day is over! I used the money I made from selling the larimar bracelet to buy some faceted stones on auction, and they should be arriving soon. The time is now, and this weekend I will finally have time to play. I am reading up on wiring instructions, getting myself familiar with the processes involved, and hopefully by this time next week I will have decided what gages of wire will work.
I am feeling the need to revisit the Major Arcana cards. I have been working with the Minors for the past several weeks within the Tarot Class I co-teach, and after updating my keyword list to reflect the new shades of meanings that I have discovered, I will begin thinking about archetypes. I am seriously considering putting my name out there on a website or two to perform readings professionally, and I am seriously considering putting my name out there this Summer in Cape May to do “reading parties” in town.
*rubs hands together brusquely* Allrightie then, I have my work cut out for me.
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Page of Swords reversed/The Sun. More Swords. *sigh* A day of rest, I am happy. I am being told that I will not need to be strong today or exhibit the fortitude to endure. A cycle has ended, and I will have a break before a new one begins, a break that will allow me to absorb the warmth and light that surrounds me as I bask in the glory of my accomplishments. LOL, I just have to remember that there are limits to how long I do this. Too much of anything, even of reveling in ones accomplishments, is not a good thing.
My Thoth card for today is also a Swords card, also reversed, the Two of Swords reversed. As I look back over the past week, I am amazed that almost every Thoth card I have drawn is of the suit of Swords! Today I am being told that I am not dealing with the pause or stalemate that is created by the balance of equal yet opposing thoughts. Crowley sees this card as also offering the possibility of some kind of deception, but since it is reversed today, I will see the light of The Sun as illuminating the hidden dangers and thus making them null.
Okay, I have it . . . Spring Fever. I want to wake up just before dawn to listen to that robin with the big mouth that insists on singing right outside my window, and then roll over and snuggle under the blanket until at the earliest, 10. Then I want to make myself comfortable, still in my jammies, with a good, trashy romance novel and a nice cocktail (yes, at 10 in the morning; you have a problem with that?!) and not move a muscle for at least two or three days. Oh, I just love this lazy feeling! It is positively sensual!! I love the way it feels to stretch my muscles long and hard with a groan, and then relax them completely, just like a cat who is awakening from a deep sleep. *heavy sigh*
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My Thoth card for today is also a Swords card, also reversed, the Two of Swords reversed. As I look back over the past week, I am amazed that almost every Thoth card I have drawn is of the suit of Swords! Today I am being told that I am not dealing with the pause or stalemate that is created by the balance of equal yet opposing thoughts. Crowley sees this card as also offering the possibility of some kind of deception, but since it is reversed today, I will see the light of The Sun as illuminating the hidden dangers and thus making them null.
Okay, I have it . . . Spring Fever. I want to wake up just before dawn to listen to that robin with the big mouth that insists on singing right outside my window, and then roll over and snuggle under the blanket until at the earliest, 10. Then I want to make myself comfortable, still in my jammies, with a good, trashy romance novel and a nice cocktail (yes, at 10 in the morning; you have a problem with that?!) and not move a muscle for at least two or three days. Oh, I just love this lazy feeling! It is positively sensual!! I love the way it feels to stretch my muscles long and hard with a groan, and then relax them completely, just like a cat who is awakening from a deep sleep. *heavy sigh*
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Monday, April 13, 2009
The Tower/Eight of Swords reversed. Oy. Okay, I am being given a warning that I may be approaching a time of releasing, of “cleaning house” so to speak, and I am being told that clinging to security may not be the best thing for me right now. What is best is for me to realize and remind myself that I do have the power to make it through any restriction, challenge, or bump in the road that appears in front of me.
My Thoth card of the day is Two of Disks, which represents change, luckily the kinds of change that bring harmony and stability in the end. The number 2 represents growth of some kind, and Crowley saw this card as showing the unending cycle between the heaviest element, Earth, and the lightest, Spirit, for to Crowley, Earth is the throne that Spirit rests upon.
Despite these very serious cards that I threw this morning, I am feeling rested and lighthearted. I will try to focus and be aware today, because I know how easily a lighthearted day can be changed, but I will also be tapping into this quiet joy throughout the day; hopefully I will be able to flavor every task with this serenity, and maybe spread it around to others in the process. Ah, Spring!!
We had a great weekend! We cooked and ate and walked on the beach, we took the kids to the arcade, and did all kinds of family bonding. But now, it’s back to reality. After two long weekends, I have some catching up to do. But I’m ready.
One of the three teachers in the Tarot Class that I teach is stepping down. That leaves me as the teacher with the most time facilitating the Class. I am really excited about this! Tarot is one of the main focuses in my life, and I never get tired of talking about the cards or learning about the cards. We have always treated each others as equals, we three teachers, and I think this will continue even after we bring on a new teacher to replace the one who is stepping down, but I am secretly proud to be the most senior teacher within this Class, even though this seniority does not bring any benefits or power.
Boy, did I find beach glass this weekend! Three separate walks on the beach yielded some really nice pieces. This coming weekend I think will be quiet *crosses fingers* except for the gardening that I want to get done. I should be able to find time to work with some of my glass, so that I can decide which gages of copper wire will work for me. I also picked up a lot more quartz this weekend, so hopefully we can get the rock tumbler going.
The three eaglets are so big that they don’t all fit anymore in the little cozy cavity of the nest so that mom can keep them all covered. LOL, she would not be able to keep even one of them covered any more. How quickly they grow!
My Thoth card of the day is Two of Disks, which represents change, luckily the kinds of change that bring harmony and stability in the end. The number 2 represents growth of some kind, and Crowley saw this card as showing the unending cycle between the heaviest element, Earth, and the lightest, Spirit, for to Crowley, Earth is the throne that Spirit rests upon.
Despite these very serious cards that I threw this morning, I am feeling rested and lighthearted. I will try to focus and be aware today, because I know how easily a lighthearted day can be changed, but I will also be tapping into this quiet joy throughout the day; hopefully I will be able to flavor every task with this serenity, and maybe spread it around to others in the process. Ah, Spring!!
We had a great weekend! We cooked and ate and walked on the beach, we took the kids to the arcade, and did all kinds of family bonding. But now, it’s back to reality. After two long weekends, I have some catching up to do. But I’m ready.
One of the three teachers in the Tarot Class that I teach is stepping down. That leaves me as the teacher with the most time facilitating the Class. I am really excited about this! Tarot is one of the main focuses in my life, and I never get tired of talking about the cards or learning about the cards. We have always treated each others as equals, we three teachers, and I think this will continue even after we bring on a new teacher to replace the one who is stepping down, but I am secretly proud to be the most senior teacher within this Class, even though this seniority does not bring any benefits or power.
Boy, did I find beach glass this weekend! Three separate walks on the beach yielded some really nice pieces. This coming weekend I think will be quiet *crosses fingers* except for the gardening that I want to get done. I should be able to find time to work with some of my glass, so that I can decide which gages of copper wire will work for me. I also picked up a lot more quartz this weekend, so hopefully we can get the rock tumbler going.
The three eaglets are so big that they don’t all fit anymore in the little cozy cavity of the nest so that mom can keep them all covered. LOL, she would not be able to keep even one of them covered any more. How quickly they grow!
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