Beltane Blessings!!
My favorite time of the Wheel, filled with fertility and possibility and
pleasure. I chose to go back to
the Llewellyn Welsh Tarot today, and I threw the Ten of Wands (again!!) and The
Magician. I see a progression
here!
The Ten of
Wands (Saturn, discipline, responsibility, limitations and resistance, in
Sagittarius, “I seek,” philosophic, fun-loving, blundering) tells of being
taxed to some perceived limit, or of feeling as if we are out of gas at the
bottom of a hill that must be climbed.
This card can also tell of a passion or idea that has taken a life of
its own and then gotten out of control or taken over everything else, and this
to me is an interesting interpretation of this card. Sometimes success can be oppressive; if we get lucky and we
are not prepared to take on what we’ve been given, the burden can seem
crushing. Too much of a good thing
is never good!
The Llewellyn
Welsh Ten of Wands shows a more traditional image: a man walking up stairs,
carrying what appears to be a huge and heavy bundle of wands on his back,
moving toward a building or the edge of a town. What is interesting about this version of the Ten of Wands
is that those wands the person is carrying each have small branches and leaves
at the top. This card has more of
a “carrying my weight and more” and “not flinching in the face of hard work”
kind of feel to it. A huge burden
that is difficult to carry?
Yes. An impossible task? No. I also get the feeling that, because these Wands appear still
viable, they will have some effect on the house or town to which they are being
carried. Now that is an optimistic
version of this card!
The Magician corresponds with Air
(hot/separates and wet/adapts, and quick and animated energy which usually
presents problems or challenges), Mercury (reason, intelligence, orderliness,
communication), Beth (house; builder) and the Path between Binah (female,
receptive energy and the origin of form and structure) and Kether (the source,
limitless possibility). The
Magician works hard to perfect his abilities, to make use of those abilities in
unexpected ways, and to focus and carry through to the end of a task (which is
pretty important to him). He also
understands the eternal nature of his efforts, mainly because of the polarized
nature of the elements he works with.
This card is personally significant to me; the skills of The Magician
were gifted to me after a particularly harrowing experience, so having this
card appear here with that Ten of Wands (for the second day in a row, which in
itself is significant) is empowering.
Because this card represents represents the deliberate and conscious
manifestation of tangible knowledge (and the ability to control that
manifestation), he is reminding me of the skills I have worked so very hard to
perfect, and he is encouraging me to use them by thinking out of the box, and
by not fearing the effects of the world around me.
Ever since I was gifted with
the energies of this card during Hurricane Sandy, it usually appears when I
need to step up to the plate and use my own skills to make things better. The Llewellyn Welsh Magician contains
all the traditional symbolism of the card: elemental representations, a body
stance that hints at control of the Below and access to the influence of the
Above, the stone altar accessed by climbing steps (more personal significance
to me), and the infinity sign that hints at the interactions of Above and
Below, and the eternal turning of the Wheel. The Magician is important to me, but the Llewellyn Welsh
Magician is quite significant.
My message of yesterday is most
certainly being refined today.
Yes, the burdens are still there, but my methods for dealing with them
have matured. Yesterday I was told
to look at my burdens without the prejudicial effects of memories of past
experiences. Today I am being told
that I’ve don the work of yesterday and now I need to make things happen. I do need to remember that the end
result does not justify the means to achieve it. Lots of Fire and Air in my cards today, not much compassion
or grounding. That in itself can
create an imbalance, but The Magician can use even this to his benefit!
I read a quote today that
really resonated for me: “An Awakening Woman is . . . in a
glowing, and embodied, nothing-held-back love affair with the great mystery.
She moves in this world with fierce compassion, grace and freedom, and is
passionate about truth, rest and real love.” ~ Karol Bak. This Sabbat, Beltane, is in a sense the
celebration of Male and Female, and a celebration of the luxurious effects that
occur when Male and Female unite as equals. We need the Catalyst of Male just as much as we need the
Fertility of Female! Today, we
have both.
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